MEL-ife

Day at sentosa, taking pics..

2009-04-29T08:30:00.001-07:00

Sorry, i was tired and sick again after the trip to sentosa.. so never blog for a few days..
Went to sentosa, for what? To take pictures for my module: New media lor.. Sian.. so suai that day rained, heavy rain somemore, so ended up lidis, sore throat and blocked nose, slight fever.

ZZZzz!
Anyway, managed to take few pics, out of which i uploaded 2. The skills like shit, wan to improve the quality must wait very log liao.. haha..

Oh ya, dear and me were very pissed wif one of the chinese restaurant (i cant disclose the name). What happened was, the rain just poured on the island suddenly, and we had no choice but to find place to hide. Turned out that the whole koufu was packed wif pple, as u guys noe, the pple there oso never expected the rain.
So we ended up seeking shelter at the restaurant just beside it.

At first, we were wondering how come noone go there, the place so big. Then we found out why le. The waitress came up to us wif a menu. As they dun accept NETS, we had to reject the menu, cos the atm was quite a distance away, and no shelter from here to there. After tat, she asked us to go, saying we cannot seek shelter there. Wa lao! i mean, its not that we purposely want to choose there, but really no place liao ma..

In the end, i kena raindrops here and there, and here i am now, drowsy and terrible sore throat plus blocked nose..

Haix... Blame us for our suai day liao lor..

This woman was raining to the opp tram station.

Wanted to take the droplets as crystals de, but the effect not very good.. =( so i presented a better quality de in school.

Mum's bufdae! tgt with Dewi's..

2009-04-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

Few days ago was my mum and my maid's birthday. My mum's frens brought her out for dinner, after which was our turn to celebrate for her.. ^^

Bebe, the extra one in both pics.. haha.

As we took the pic wif flash on, bebe eyes has the "flashlight".

My maid's birthday was actually few days later, but since it falls on the same month and she had never experienced such celebration b4, we did for her as well lor...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-04-21T04:36:00.000-07:00

Nobody wants to give this ex-convict another chance.
They ask the convict to stay away, go away!
"Go find other jobs!", they said. "It is awkward having u here."
They treated the convict like a ball, toosing here and there.
*This is convict no.1*

The convict offended the whole company, nobody really wants to work with her.
However, she was not alone, she has a partner who supported her and talked her round.
When she suddenly joins another company, the members welcomed her warmly, without saying,"oh, sorry, we need time to consider ur records and accept u."
She was very glad, so together, she and her partner joined the new company.
*This is convict no.2*

So what makes both convicts' fate so different?
Both offended pple, however only convict 2 gets another chance.
What's worse, convict 2, who had joined in successfully without being casted aside by the members, told the ex-convict, who was initially in the same company as well, that, "oh, sorry, we need time to accept u again."

Did the ex-convict say those to u when u first joined?
NO!
Do u noe the feeling of being told, "we think it is better for u to join other company temporarily."?
It is like being slapped in the face hard!

U guys said "need time" is not death sentence

True, but it is like an exile, when time comes then send the ex-convict for retrial again.

hai.. what is this?

True, friends come and goes, but not sure who will come in.

One thing i noe for sure is, i am the one going this time.

Anyway, it is finally over..

Friendships are hard to find,

harder to leave,

and impossible to forget.

Take care guys!

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

MIA for a few days..

2009-04-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, sorry i will be busy these few days and wun be blogging..
Having ear infection and laptop problem, nid to go school reformat and reinstall stuff, Zzzz...

** Will be blogging soon again **

Day at sakae, had great fun.. =)

2009-04-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went with dear dear to sakae.
We had so much great fun, as we were celebrating our anniversary--2 years wor! yay =D

I still prefer the sakae yesterday at west mall de, Lot 1 de not so nice, service a lot slower as well..

Took few pics b4 we left, the pics were done while waiting for dessert, haha!

Oh ya, dear dear dun wana eat the fried tail of the ebi prawn tamake, so it ended up becoming the "wasabi face" cigar. Zzzz...

After that, we went to watch the the "Shinjuku Incident", a 2hr movie. Quite nice, though they have lots of discriminating words..

Alrite, tat's it for today! Will blog again soon. =)

Bebe was punished

2009-04-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

Bebe was supeeer mischevious last nite. After my dad let him loose on the floor, he kept running about. Around 12 plus, i wanted to carry him back to his cage le, but he ran away from me many times. In the end i spent 30mins getting him back.

For the first 15mins, he ran here and there. I used food to lure him into my room, after which he ran under my bed. I rolled one piece of dry food to him. He licked the food, then spit out and went under again. ahh!!!

Having no choice, i used hanger to threaten him out. He went in further, so i caned him on the feet, forcing him out of the bed. Then he ran again, to the door. I knocked my head against my study desk edge... Pain man!!! i kept rubbing till the pain was gone, and the next thing was, bebe saw me coming and wanted to run away again. I blocked him with the hanger..

Lastly, i carried him on top of the cage, punish him there, and placed his food far away.. I have to
let him noe tat he was in the wrong. I ignored him for quite a while. I mean, he has to understand tat the mummy is not pleased with him u noe? Finally, seeing him so pitiful, i carried him onto my bro's bed. Saw his teary eyes, took a pic of it...

Can u see the dark tear streaks? Its the area where it is damp. He is lying down as he was worn out and sad.. =(

My actual cooking for bebe =)

2009-04-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

I realised these 2 days bebe have not been eating well, give him his science diet dry food he oso dun wan, give hm cesar which is his favourite oso dun wan..

So i went to search for a new brand of dry food. Got it - Solid Gold.

The pet shop owner recommended it, saying tat many pple buy this brand. In fact, before tat i did research on good brands, and Solid gold is indeed one of them. Dear bought home the big 1kg bag, and fed them to bebe.. He ate! He love it as well, cos when mixed wif cesar, he only eat the dry food, not the cesar.

Well, that is only morning. At nite, i cooked for him a meal, a delicious meal.. hehehe

See below: steamed egg and rice in chicken broth with fish and carrots.. wahahaha

Dear, dun jealous k? i got cook so many nice meals for u le, anytime i can just cook as well ok? =)

Haha, bebe often got "slammed" by dear on the bed. When slammed, he will auto tilt his head upwards even before reaching the bed. Haha..! Only this time, he got the "pls dun rape me.." look.. Alrite bebe boy, money or life? =P

A half day trip..

2009-04-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

Went sight-seeing today.. And we saw many scenes
Firstly, we were at the road turn leaving bukit batok road, where we saw an acident scene. The bus was overturned, as we were in a car, can only take a mere picture of it.

Next, we went to "The devil's bend", dun ask why, i also duno why is it called lidat. Dear told me the name de. It is located at Old Upper Thomson Rd. The first sight tat caught mt attention was the monkey gang! So many! We even saw a group of baby monkeys with the parents in the middle of the road, had to honk then they move away.. Abt 5 or 6 of the them. I dint manage to take tat pic though, but caught a few of the rest at other parts of the area..

This 2 below were fighting at first, cos one of the male wanted to "rape" the female monkey, and the other male monkey was angry, so started fighting.. Lol, 比武招亲！=)

Third place we went was at woodlands there, where u could actually see the coastway from singapore to m'sia. The bridge at tat time was very clear, as we went there at abt 4plus lidat.

Ok.. The last pic of the day. I dint really took it due to the scenery or wat, but i just happened to see whole patch of raylights shinning down, its like we have angels decending on us.. Vert beautifully if u actually see it on the spot. =D

Btw, the black dot is actually dirt stain on the glass, not a UFO k??? Although when u click on it and see, it really does. Cos i took the pic at different positions, the other nearer to the driver's seat, tat's why..

New hairstyle

2009-04-07T08:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went for a haircut at Kimage, cos i think it is time for me to have a proper haircut since my operation.

I was very worried the day before, cos i since young got haircutting from my mum, who was also a hairstylist.. This time, i realise i need a nice and suitable fringe, and a style which i can dunid to tie hir anymore le..!
And yes, i did, haha. Kimage is good, the hairstylist did a great job of covering my scar and did some trimming of my uneven hair.. I right now just need to put sme hair styling products to volumise my hair and i'm ready to go out! The stylist said my hair is very thin, so i cannot allow it to flatten down lidat. I changed my fringe as well, and it did make my face sharper.. ^^

Sorry i can't post my pic here, cos i still dun really noe how to style yet, tat day was done by the stylist de.. sobx

Anyway, just a few months later, my still-a-bit-short hair tat was grown from the wound, will be long enuf to do a hairstyle tat i wan le.. Yay! Must wait..!

bebe

2009-04-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

I was using the latop, when suddenly i saw something moved under my bro's blanket.. AHH!! Is Bebe! lol, so cute...
I went over to capture some hard to see moments, like i said, they are hard moments, cos he woke up when i walked to take another angle of him.

Haha, bebe, u are so cute...! I love u... muack!

bebe sleeping soundly at first, after he came out of the blanket..

He wakes up le..

Oops! he found out le.. "May i noe what are u doin??" His pitiful innocent eyes..

He and his sleepy eyes.. Hahaha. Zzz, time for me to sleep also le.

Bebe went into the blanket again, so i covered him wif it, fearing that he may be cold.

Boring boring day..

2009-04-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

Omg.. wonder what is going on today... i am very curious to know, cos nothing is going on basically!!!

agrh.. i am so bored!

Since i got nothing to do, i decided to write a bit nonsense today. Remember that time i wrote about my brother's issue that was reported on the newspaper? Here it is.. I can't take picture of the whole article, cos it is too big le, but there is the date though, duno whether it can still be sourced for or not.

It has been in my bro's room for quite a while since then le, but duno whether this article can really count as a warning to him or not, cos i dun really think it helped much though.. Hai, this kind of thing is so hard to say, all still depend on himself, if he wants to change or remain like before.

Detroit metal city (DMC)

2009-04-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

On tues, i went to vivo to watch this "highly recommended" movie call "Detroit metal city".

Dear dear and me booked it online le, so we had our lunch before proceeding to the cinema.

Lol, this show is really interesting, why?

Firstly, the main actor Sochi Negishi, looked so different from the previous L in "Death Note" series, and in this particular movie, again another outstanding character. His Mr Klauser make up is really, wow, amazing... I never expect it to be the same person.. lol

Secondly, the heavy metal music was awesome, i mean, the lyrics were quite vulgar, but the tune itself is quite easy to remember. I dun like metal music btw, just commenting on it only.

Thirdly, the storyline is hilarious and light-heartening, Negishi is really a" 变色龙演员", the way he runs as a normal boy is extremely cute, and in the next instant, he can just suddenly turn into the demonic Klauser..

Some think that he put on weight in this show, but i dun think so leh. He looks slender and tall still, just that his hairstyle makes him look rounder

He is back le..

2009-03-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

He did all these when he was away..

He says it is a "tic tac toe" wor, hahaha..!

Finally, he is back..
lol, actually he yesterday supposed to reach, then today morning come and wake me up de, but something cropped up at the airport over there, so he reached here arnd 5 lidat, but still alot earlier than expected.. haha

The first thing he gave me when we met was his journal, which he wrote over there daily without fail, his situation and feelings..

He even planned for our 2nd year anniversary le, yay!!! haha
I today finally get to rest on his shoulders and hold his hand le, finally... =)

我是幸福的。。！

SHINee when young.. Sooo cute..!

2009-03-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

I found these interesting pics.. hehe, they are my korean idol band -- SHINee --'s photos when they were younger.. All of them looked the same, cos the pics were taken like, only a few years back?

SHINee's cute leader: Onew

Some pple commented in youtube, asking why is he so matured, yet so adorable at the same time. He is the oldest ma, when he smiles, his eyes form into slits, lol.. What to do?..

SHINee's most well-liked boy: Taemin

I guess i know why so many girls out there are mad about him, cos he is really cute..!

SHINee's most gentleman and bashful boy: Minho

Always looking so quiet and obedient..

SHINee's vocalist cum rapper: Key

Haha, looks a bit like one of those young boys, 小混混!

SHINee's main vocalist: Jonghyun

I find him the same leh, not much difference, except his face longer and sharper ba..

Dedicated to dear..

2009-03-21T06:37:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to my dear dear..

Dear, 7 more days left, how have u been leh..

I cant seem to get in touch with u, although u are in Burma, but it feels like u are in another dimension like that, very far away from me..

U told me that u will be visiting ur mum's village, but that was 3 days ago, till now u havent return from there.

I am still counting the days left till ur return. I wana celebrate when u come back, celebrate ur return as well as my successful signing up of the teaching bond, and most importantly, our this month's anniversary..

Bebe looks so lifeless nowdays, he either sleeps or eat, inactive. I cant really bring him out these days, cos my neck got abrasions, painful and red. I wanted to use photoshop to edit our pics tgt, but the programme cant be operated, duno why also.. However, i wana thank all my frens out there who survived with me thruout this days, they are willing to accompany me go out.

Things i did:

1) Went out with steph and si ting to west mall, had our gals' gossip

2) Went out with germain and ying hui, since we long time never meet le

3)Went out with si ting again, watched stupid movie, PG "Race to witch mountain", cos it was the only available early slot besides "Hotel for dogs". Si ting's bf forbidded her to watch, cos he wana watch wif her, lol

4) Went to MOE building to sign the documents, finally!!

5) Most probably will go out with ye hai zi ( yiyuan, doreen they all)..

Is the food over there ok for u?

Heard from u that time that it is very hot over there. Dun fall sick ok? Cut down on heaty food and drink more water..

I asked u to bring mopiko over is got purpose de wor, must use k? I dun wan u come back with "5 cents 10 cents", hahas..

Did the new dog provoke u? Be careful ok? Cos it duno u yet..

Lastly, did u miss me? Coz i do, really do, and a lot.. :'(

Memories..

Was viewing thru our pics, and i want to recall abit of memories and share with my frens what u done for me =)

He wrote this on his hand last year.. =D

He craved this out when he did pratical tat time.. Muackzz! 15th april '07 is the day we met

He "painted" out with his laptop.. thanks dear!

Raining.. just like my tears..

2009-03-14T23:33:00.000-07:00

This few days have been raining, so does my tears.. It seems like he wun be able to come home soon liao, meaning i have to wait longer.

Im feeling so sad, i cant afford to keep calling him, but if i dun, he seldom email me as well.

Im feeling extremely down, down, down..
Today is our anniversary day by the way.. =(

** waiting under the rain **

Hackers!!!! Go to hell!!

2009-03-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

Ahh!!! My msn got hacked, damn it..!

I clicked on one of the links my fren send me previously, and i entered into a webpage where i must key in email and password. I did as told, and after that i kept getting kicked out of msn, cos it said i have signed in on anoter computer. Not only that, my frens keep receiving weird links from me, after which i immediately go offline.

I found that i got hacked was today, when i tried signing in hotmail, and i entered my password wrongly, cos last nite i changed my password. Guess what, the server said that due to my too many attempts of logging in with password error, the account is temporarily unavailable, wa lao!!!! i only signed in once today leh! Then i realised, there must be someone trying to log in, but i changed my password le, so he can't log in.. that's why..

so i changed my email address le..

Pls!!! dun click on any links like that, ask ur fren first, pecially those send by ur frens, then they suddenly offline dat kind, beware..

3rd day since he left..

2009-03-13T04:41:00.001-07:00

Till now today, i havent heard from him at all.. He said he will miss call me when he wans me to call him, but he never leh.

I wonder how he is doing over there now, especially his feelings. Is he happy over there, or is he missing me?

Cos i really do miss him alot. At least over there, he has stuff to do, but i have nothing.

What to do?? Wait somemore lor...

Finally can contact him le!!

2009-03-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

Yay, finally i can contact him le.. Heard that his area often blackout, lol..

But, i am still waiting, with nothing much to occupy time. I really hope that tmr he can go find out if he is able to come home earlier than 2 weeks..

* Dear, i am waiting for you... *

The day.. Today he leaving

2009-03-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

I cried, i cried a lot today. It may sound silly that i would cry over small issue: he left for Burma le, for 2 weeks.. ya, 2 weeks only, what's there to cry rite? But seriously, we meet daily, we spent everything tgt. 15th this month is our 1 year 11 mth anniversary. We celebrate every month's annniversary without fail, this time without him by my side to come and wake me up in the morning, to make me laugh, to celebrate anniversary with me, all seem so out of place..

He talked to me all the way till he board the plane, where he was not allowed to switch the hp le. It seems like, no matter what we do, he still cant escape the fate of going back. Rmb in my prev post, i mentioned that the countdown is 3 days starting on Sunday, meaning tuesday he have to go back, for a month. But on Mon, he said he dun huf to go le, cos ticket is on waiting list, he dunno when he can leave and when he can come back singapore, all not confirmed. I was soooo glad! However, the next day he said he have to go back, cos the father is transferring hotel's ownership to him. But this time is shorter, is 2 weeks.

A miserable and long 2 weeks of waiting for him, hope that when he comes back there will be some good news..

** i miss u, dear **

Dear leaving for burma..

2009-03-07T23:34:00.001-08:00

I am so sad, i think i will depress for a few days..

He is leaving here soon, for Burma, for a month.

I hate this, why must he be a foreigner? Always has to leave me for somewhere.. He needs to go back to handle his family business, which is something to be happy abt, cos he is one step nearer to become the next family account holder; but i find it miserable as well. misery in me.. We spent everyday tgt, now he is leaving, and the day is so near, just next tuesday,10th march... So sudden la..!

Dear dear has activated his international roaming, so that he can call or msg me. Hopefully can contact hime after i download google talk.

Miserable, miserable days countdown: 3 days

Day at sakura..

2009-03-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

Dear dear, me and his fren went to sakura at clementi woods today. As this was his fren 1st time in singapore, he dint noe what is buffet.. So, we told him, it means u can eat everything unlimited once u paid this price. He was so happy, that he told us, he since last nite never eat liao.

Upon reaching, when paying that time, he said he was so hungry that he could practically finish up the whole restaurant! Lol, 好大的口气 wor!

He did, really ate a lot. He went to take sushi, lots & lots of them, my bf asked him,"why u take so many? it is enough for 10 persons leh." He said he very hungry. Well, these hunger really cause him big, because after eating 5 different types of fruits, one pile of sushi (wich we couldn't finish, have to be cleared away), 4 glasses of drinks and more, he looked uncomfortable.

Dear oso noticed that he kept sweating in the cab, and when we reached lot1, he said he nid to go toilet. Diarrhoea? Vomit? i duno..

I was very happy to see my bf bringing his younger fren for a haircut at KIMAGE. Bert looked like some kind of host! haha..

Forgot to grab the pics for today from his fren. Will do so soon! =)

**dear.. why u nowdays leave so early?.. i miss u..**

Nice, or shocking?..

2009-03-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

Today i went for tuition, dear dear told me that, from one the blocks here, we can actually see the aftermath caused by the vegetation fire few wks ago.. We were at bukit batok that time.

So i went up to the top floor with him, and saw, something which i had never see b4, a big area of black, burnt trees.

I remembered telling bert quite some time ago, that the golden leaves were very rare here, and it looks like autumn leaves. Later did it turned out that from afar actually, is something not so nice..

The pics are taken at bukit batok, opposite the polyclinic.

The leaves looked golden crisp when u actually see from ground level

Imagine the LIVE fire in action, the sight of it... Wow..

I wonder, those who were watching from their room windows, must have witnessed a threatening and huge fire flames devouring the once so green nature.

Rainbow...

2009-02-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

What a beautiful day! It was after rain, and there we saw, a full whole stretch of rainbow..

It was very clear, and i decided to take a picture of it and share it on my blog.. =)

Isn't it beautiful??

This is a clearer view of the rainbow arch.. =D

But, another incident happened, which wasn't so fortunate, erm, to my dear dear (only).. He kena this dark brown thing on his shirt, and it eventually dripped down onto his bag, cos i saw 2 big patches of brown wet stains, then followed by something disgusting on his bag..

Its a bird shit!! omg, Poo poo.. =X

I rubbed it off for him with wet tissues, though there were still a bit of visible stains, like fading off like that. But what to do? It is 大便, no choice.. hahahahaha... oops! pls dun hurt me.. i dun mean to laugh de dear dear... hehehe

anyway, got to stop here. If i leak out too many stuff, i'm going to get tortured in his "evil tickle tickling".. ^^

We quarrelled, he cried..

2009-02-23T05:42:00.000-08:00

He cried today, when we quarrelled.

He was really heartbroken. I shouldn't have added the guy back, i broke my promise le..

I'm so sorry, i hurt u again.. I really wun care about him le.. He's a pervert, 变态！=(

i was heartbroken as well :'(

我的心也碎了。。

day out..

2009-02-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

dear dear got his car, and we decided to go sightseeing..

We went to kent ridge park, and guess what, it is soo..oo quiet, and peaceful there! U can see the whole sea view from there, and we took this particular pic, in which the beautiful sunrays can be seen quite clearly.. =)

Isn't it beautiful?? Notice the rays..

We stayed there and chatted for quite a while, before going off to have our dinner at cafe cartel.. hahas, yum yum..

Dear dear and me.. =D

News Flash

2009-01-19T08:15:00.000-08:00

I cant believe it, my bro's story was really published in the new paper on mon, 19th jan..

The article toks about my bro's feelings, as well as my dad's.. They were being called tom and mark..

Im not gonna tok too much on it, its betta to just find and read it up ourselves, since i duno how to express my feelings now.

Hope pple out there hu are experiencing the drug thingy as well, pls take a look and reconsider on the actions ba..

A surprise for dad

2009-01-15T04:40:00.000-08:00

It was quite shocking today, when i came home in the evening and found my dad reading a piece of paper. It was an essay written by my bro, the one in boy's home. He was supposed to submit an essay on the "most deserving person in the world". Guess what? He wrote about my dad.

In the content, he stated that it is my dad who changed him, whether rain or shine, my dad will be with him. One example that he wrote touched me," Once, i lost everything. My girlfren and school despised me. I wanted to commit suicide. But my dad smsed me to console me, saying that he will always be by my side." I never knew that he had such intention b4. He always act as if he is so great, that even when the sky falls on him, he will just use it as blanket. 天塌下来，他都能当被盖

This afternoon, a group of "The Newpaper" reporters came to interview my dad at the police station. Most probably will get published. My dad even says that if it does, he will laminate it.
Bro's story is indeed a touching one, as it concerns his life story.

I hope his story will somehow bring those pple out there hu are still blur about their future, to the correct mindset. Those hu really love u is ur parents, pls dont do things that will hurt them...

One day to pain..

2009-01-04T07:56:00.001-08:00

tmr i'm goin to bring bebe for his first jab of vaccination. I duno how he will react to the pain, but i hope that i wun hear him whining or what, cos i cant bear to.. He is just lik my own kid.

Doc says there will be side effect like fever for some dogs. Oh god, i really pray that bebe wun fall sick after the jab.. He duno that tmr is his pain day, still his mischevious self, haha..

Tmr...

Sasa vs The Face Shop

2009-01-02T07:39:00.000-08:00

Today i just bought a bottle of moisturizer from Sasa, it's called cyber color the skincare. As it was on 50% discount, and the salesgal managed to convinced me to buy, i got it. But, i started having 2nd tot about it when i reached home.

The bottle usual price was $61plus, that means if i were to buy next time it will be.. damn expensive.. I previously used The Face Shop product, but my skin always feels slight itchy after applying, thus i decided to change.

I'm wondering, should i buy betta products from face shop, or just stick to this expensive product? Those out there hu huf tried from both shops b4, pls suggest..

Chin's cosmetic surgery

2009-01-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

In this world, there are so many celebrities underwent cosmetic surgery. But the difference is, y do some receive so negative comments, while some are neutral? Well, i found this link, it is regarding Felicia's changed appearance.

http://community.mediacorp.com.sg/TV/CS/blogs/baguatv/archive/2008/07/22/actor-thomas-ong-confirmed-felicia-chin-s-rumor.aspx

Before ( I tink all of us know how she looks like now, so let's save on that then)

Unlike angelina jolie, whom although is suspected of nose and chin surgery, still manages to get good comments, Chin's not that lucky though.. Most of the pple think that it is due to the fact that she keeps denying.(?) All the more pple wan to find out.

An interview(extracted) with Thomas Ong revealed that, she did had her eyelids done, while other viewers said that she did her boobs too. well, all i can say is that, whether u r pretty or not, as long as u huf wad it takes, it is still the best. Those stars hu r pretty, dun be over confident; those hu are not, it is ok. Be neutral and natural!

Carwash in ngee ann

2008-12-30T22:58:00.000-08:00

I was supposed to blog on this few wks ago, but i was too busy..

18th and 19th, the day for car washing in ngee ann. the first day went off bad in the morning, slightly better in the late noon. As the response was not very overwhelmng, could be due to poor promotion of event, we huf to crack our head on the spot. So, what we did?

Well, we initially went arnd asking pple to donate $, cos the $ we earn from washing will similarly be donated. Then, we went to offices to target those hu drives. I remember calling ms heidi to help us, and she agreed.. But, she never turn up.. Ms heidi, where are you???

Anyway, tat is over. but the interesting part, which i am sure chs students will noe, is her habit of being part time santa claus is acting up again. I call up to her in the hms office, she said wait, then guess what, she was trying to give kit kat to one of the staff's kid. diao...~~ she is so cute lor... lol.

During the event, i saw how hard working the guys were, 7 to 9 pple washing ONE car, hahas.. It was a day worth remembering, partially cos i never really see my own bf wash car b4, wahaha!!

Pre- verdict

2008-09-08T22:46:00.000-07:00

Today, i went to the juvenile court for my bro's session. The atmosphere was veri tight, everyone has this depressed and gloomy look on their faces. I know the conclusion liao... Even before the verdict was out.

Due to traffic jam, we arrived there at arnd 9, which the session will start in 30mins. Fwaring tat my bro will not have food to eat, my faher asked the officers for permission to gohuf meal outside. At that tme was 9.15 le. We arrived at the coffee shop, ordered and waited for the food to come, in the end we oly left wif 5 mins to eat. Bro gulped down his food as quickly as possible, and as i watched, the situationlooked lk sme "las meal b4 execution" lidat. So hurry...

He is afraid, i noe tat he is really afraid now. From his tensed behaviour to his unusual quietness, i noe.. But wad to do? isn't it a bit too late for regret now?

In the juvenile court, i am not allowed to enter the court room, oly parents allowed. But, my mum cant walk, so oly my dad went in. At first, when officers went in n out tat time, i managed to see my bro n dad inside when the door opens. After the 4th or 5th opening, they were gone, and the next accused parents were called in. As the 3rd n 4th runds of parents were called in, i began to panick. Y so long??? Dun tell me it is...

N true enuff, when my dad came out wif the Probation Officer (PO), his whole face was red. Ah xuan ( bro) went in le, to jalan bahar there the home. N i cant even gt to see him b4 he left. Oly his jacket, which my dad passed to me after bro went in.I was even more saddened... My dad, i could see tat he wanted to cry, but he cant. After tat, we left the place.

Actually, the saddest person is not me or my dad yet, but rather, my mum. She cant walk, so cant go court. When we came home, she oly get to hear tat bro went in le, she dint even gt to see her son for the last time... although on the 30th then will be the final sentence, but we noe, tat he will most likely go in boy's home or hostel for 2 yrs. Heard dat he will get bullied in there, cos today we heard a mother sayin to another parent tat her child got urinated on when he was bathing, and got beaten up till there was bruise on his stomach, but he cant tell the pple there, as he afraid he will gt it worse from them.
I hope he can bear with it for these fw weeks...

The real side of life

2008-09-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today is my mum's clinic review, we went to SGH again.
However, the difference was, i managed to realise one thing, tat not all singaporeans are bad; and not all in the life force are helpful. This was wad happened.

Albert was in charge of pushing my mum's wheelchair, so on our way back, after we crossed the zebra crossing to gt to the dialysis centre, we came across a road hump. Albert and mum were stuck there. At tat point, there were 3 pple: 1 guy sitting beside the hump smoking, and 2 policemen, a gal and guy. Upon seeing albert's difficulty, the policemen turned to the right, despite the fact tat the policecar was just right ahead, to avoid the kind of misunderstanding tat wold trigger in us tat they choose to ignore the situation. Instead of them helping, it turned out to be the man beside us hu helped. He quickly stood u to see wad he can help. We told him its alright, and he went back to pick up his call.

So, this is wad we called community help/service eh? A small thing like this is able to let us see the real side of tat 2 pple. Kindness should come from the heart, not come with intention. Despite how many stories we read abt life savers, it may not be wad we think it is.

一辈子的负担

2008-08-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

自从妈妈得了这种病，我们的经济负担又增加了。（旁边就是一些妈妈的机器，和为期一个月的sugar solution袋。很多喔！房外还有十多个箱子）

1）妈妈的medisave用完了。

2）CPF也用完了。

3）两天前，爸爸的德士轮胎被锁上了，因为没钱交租金。

4）必须花上千元的洗肾费用，但幸好有NKF帮我们承担90%。

不仅如此，我还担心若有一天我嫁人了，那谁会照顾她？爸爸说他会，但他也会有老的一天啊，妈妈这可是一辈子的呀。。。爸爸的伟大牺牲是在令我感动。

我也得做出牺牲，其中一个旧式中秋节演出。我今天读了eugene和anna的email，里头有当晚的演出照片与video。可是我读了后并没有感到太兴奋或值得留恋的，因为我根本不在照片和video里头。我的上为期5天的洗肾课程，所以必须放弃演出。当我在做这决定时，我很矛盾，我很想参加这次的演出，但又不能不照顾妈妈。。。

我看到我3位好友的照片，偏偏却没有我；好难过，好可惜。

虽然说：“有福同享，有难同当”，但我是不会同当难的，我只会同当福。就像eugene在邮件里所说的：“Melody也希望我们的演出成功”。是，我很欣慰这次的演出没让观众失望，这也包括我在内。我看了video, 大家的都很有演技天分。

加油吧，T01！

We went to romantic-vivo

2008-08-29T18:40:00.000-07:00

We were waiting for the movie " A month of hungry ghosts" to start at 9.25 in vivo, so we went for a walk. At the sky pool there, the scenery was quite beautiful as it was during the nite, so me and albert decided to take some photos, haha.

We took quite a few at the pool there, then some at the place near the cruise tat area. Luckily we brought wif us umbrella, cos it started to rain when we reached there a while. Lols, as we all know, gals normally like to take their own 自恋 photos de, so here i am, asking my bf to take more pics of me. HEHE!

Since it was raining tat nite, we got nothing to do but to wait. Suddenly, we heard a grp of pple, most likely church members, singing away. We both were influenced by them as well and started singing in the nite... carried away by the bright and beautiful surroundings.... I feel so blissed... But the stupid weather seemed to ruin the fun, as it kept getting heavier.

hai... 天下没有不散的宴席 ma... huf to end eventually and stroll to the cinema le...

Stress... But dun forgt humour

2008-08-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

Prev i mentioned abt my stressful life as a daughter and elderst child, but there are times when my mum suddenly do stupid things. Reason is, she is no longer like a big adult now, she is like a small kid now, as she has stroke b4 this kidney failure, which led to be like this manner. Yst, albert pushed her on the wheelchair to delifrance (btw, she wans gd food everytime, making our life more jia lat.) to huf her breakfast, but guess wad, due to the crowd on the way, my mum's child-like behaviour came back again. She was saying" pi pi, pi pi, this is my mercedez!" OMG! imagine the expressions pple had, and they looked at us like we siao or wad. Like this is not enough, when we returned to the training rm, she said those again. LOLS!

Another thing happened today, during the dialysis. We tilted her head part of the bed down so as to let her sleep better, but we forgt to adjust her legs there the rest. so when we looked up, she was actually sliding off the chair, haha, so funny la, then somemore she duno tat she is sliding off wor. after tat, she went to sleep, and as she was feeling cold, she covered her whole head wif the blanket, a white blanket, and wif her whole body in level wif her head, she looked like a corpse in the 验尸房, wahaha! we just cant stop laughing! just imagine the scene...

Sadly, i got to stop here, as my story is too long to be a blog entry le. tmr will be real machine hands on, meaning i huf to do on my mother le. GD LUCK to myself ba!

2nd day at dialysis centre.

2008-08-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

Its my 2nd experience at the dialysis centre, PD centre. Yst i just learned how to do manually for my mum dialysis, on a dummy, and today i must do it on my mum. i was quite nervous yst when the nurse kept asking me to show her the way to do it, as i was afraid i would mess up the steps. It was quite complicated:

There were 2 tubes, one wif one clamp and the other wif blue clamp;,a drainage bag, a bag of clean solution for flushing, alcohol wipes, iodine minicap, and my mum's transfer tube which is connected from her inner stomach to outside. I always mixed up wif the clamps order, as i kept forgetting which one to clamp first, then unscrew my mum's tube, then clamp back which, then unclamp which one again, then her tube so on and forth... Ahh!!!...

but tat is not the worst, there is still today; the machine way. Manual is to be used when the machine break down or wad, thus both are equally impt. This stupid machine has 6 tubes, and 6 different clamps, and nid programming b4 we can start the process. Wah sia, i really duno how to describe everything here... Its just, too much a burden for me, cos im not adult yet, im not the one 24 hrs sleeping wif her or wad, the main caretaker is actually my aunt; but she has to work, and she is too old, 50++ to memorise everything, including today's dressing of my mum's wound. Somemore, she gt depression. my mum cant afford to huf any infection, cos it will cost her life, tats y we nid to rmb when to wash hands b4 we touch the bags, b4 we touch the transfer tube and many more. n washing is not the normal type, must b the 7 steps washing.. hai, i still nid to teach my dad manual plus machine, which i dun even noe how many times they will huf errors, cos just one drop of the cap or even o slight contact wif the tube hole, the whole machine nust change.

Y is my life like tis???? i suddenly become the caretaker liao!!!!!

Day at Sentosa

2008-08-24T07:23:00.001-07:00

A very sudden thing today, Sentosa.

We were supposed to go to Imm actually, but duno why my bf wanted to go Vivo, and then sentosa. As the prev bus which we took to IMM had left, we hailed for a cab. Unfortunately, the whole day wad raining, thus we cant really go anywhere much, except for train ride to cineblast.

It was so annoying, i mean for the whole 2 months, when we dun wan to go sentosa, it did not rain; now when we wan to go, it rained the whole day. Hais.. Wat a 扫兴.. But, we did huf some pics taken though, although we did not brin any camera so huf to use hp instead and the results weren't very nice. Firstly, we went to Images of Singapore, as tat is where we huf to pass in order to reach cineblast today. When we reach there, we saw a stall tat provides photo taking wif the creature there. Initially, it was my bro and bf hu are to take tgt, but in the end, my bro dun dare, so my bf ended up taking alone. Haha! wat was funny was tat everyone crowding there gathered around to take him wif the creature, like some star or something... The creature was huge man. On the right is the pic which my bf took wif the python...=)

We went to cineblasts after tat, quite an excitement for my bro, not us really, lols. Not much to tok abt, cos today was raining the whole day... Hope i can find other time to visit there again, and hope by tat time i can huf more things to say!...

A birthday gathering...

2008-08-22T07:05:00.001-07:00

( Tats me , on the left)

( Tats my bf on the right, prev pix)

Wanted to write this on the 17th, but i haven gt the pics yet. And i gt it now! So, 17th.. Hmm, it was my fren si ting's birthday, we had lunch at JP pizza hut. B4 we mit her, the few of us, including my bf, we went for gift hunting, lol. But one of my fren, stephanie was late, with her bf mingyu. We were supposed to mit up at 12, and si tng at 1, but steph n bf oly managed to reach arnd 1.30 lidat. 10 mins b4 she reached, we received cor from si ting tat she is leaving her hse...

OMG! Crashed!! me and fuzzy (fadzila) were hoping and urging steph to hurry.

After tat, when she reached, she just simply cant recognise us. She went in2 the shop which we told her we will be at, then walked out into the crowd, all the way... Haha! We stood on and waited... But she just kept walking further and further. ( we havent met for a yr u see..) So i decided to cor her. What a hilarious moment...!

We bought a friendship mug for si ting, and went for lunch. We ordered the party feast, and had some pictures taken... At the end, we suddenly rmb tat we haven bought any cake for her. Thus, steph and mingyu went out, claiming tat they wan go toilet, and went to shop for cake. When they came back, they secretly told the pizza hut manager to organise a surprise entrance for the cake.

We had so much fun, and soon, it was goin to be the end of the gathering. Its time...

When the manager passed by, my bf nodded to her, and then, suddenly, oly our area "blacked out". Followed by a "happy birthday" song. Everyone at there were looking at us. =p. Came the cake, a chocolate cake, lols, i mean, earlier on, steph say tat she wanted to go toilet, and so coincidental, this cake was a "chocolate cake". haha... si ting couldn't finish, so we asked mingyu to eat, since the day b4 was his birthday as well. but, he dint, cos his darling was there, oops!

Although we had a short time of 4 hours, we had great fun and memories, cos we nv mit for v long le.. It's all worth it! =)

Time for doggy dress up!!!

2008-08-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

Bebe was in a hurry to come downstair.. Y? Cos he wans to fetch me home!! haha.

Dear dear wanted to let him wear a shirt as the weather today was quite cold, and he brought wif him bebe's toy-- a baby donkey stuff toy. It was meant to be his hugging bear, but instead of hugging, he chewed on it often. So in order to make the bonding btwn bebe and don don closer, dear dear tightened the toy on bebe's back, using his strap. =) cute he looked wor! Everyone walked by was smiling and looking at him, especially the kids, they would ask,"how come the doggy got toy?","is it a girl dog?","so cute! the dog got toy!" and stuff like that. Haha. Btw, bebe is a male ok?... This is how he looked like above. Not very clear though, but can clearly see the toy on his back, wif the hoodie he is wearing over his ears. =p

2008-07-26T09:56:00.000-07:00

This was wad happen... Nobody noes tat i will do such thing, no one expects it... But, i still did it.

Yes! i did something which will make those pple hu sleep around me leaving in embarrasement. I draw on faces!!! Wahaha.

I drew it, that time when my younger bro was sleeping. I was watching tv tat day, and found tat he was missing. I went to the room and saw him napping. I took out my secret weapon... mum's liquid eyeliner. I started drawing 2 lines on each of his upper eyelid, followed by 1 line each on his lashline. Suddenly, he moved. I quickly ran out to hide, but not beofre long, i striked again...

This time, i drew 3 lines on his cheeks, making him look like a fat cat (well, i mean, he is a fat boy). he moved again, swapping his hands across his face. Fearing that the lines will be gone, i drew again, thickening them. I went back to my room after tat.

Then, it came, the voice. "WA LAO!!!", my bro came out of the room, looking like he was abt to burst into tears. I giggled and placed my hands on my mouth. "wat happen la... nid to cry until lidat meh..." he wanted to cry le.. Really on the verge le!! i quickly pushed him to the toilet to wash, in case he split out the beans to my granparents.. i pushed his head down to the basin and washed with water (it's not waterproof, u see..). I told him to clean with towels, avoiding the subject. Haha, hu asks him to sleep in the afternoon, when i got nothing to do... =P

Little millitary training for the Ants?

2008-07-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

Just now, dad was sweeping the floor when he suddenly saw this weird sign. There was a trail of ants; 2 big ants with wings, and a group of other ants followers. I heard that there is this saying about moving animals in the house, like rats moving away means that we will lose money and stuff lidat. What could this moving ants mean then? Hmmm...

As i was observing the ants, i noticed that there were 2 big ants with wings. R they the King and Queen? Or r they the millitary leaders for the other ants? lol, cos i saw in the "Antz" movie tat, normally those with wongs r of high ranking de..

Anyway, i took a pic of it, though not very clear, and out of the 2 big ants, i managed to catch 1 in the pic.

Flood in Cinema today

2008-07-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

This show is really worth watching..
OMG!! This is soooo touching. I watched the movie "10 Promises to my Dog" this afternoon, and guess wat? Even before the climax starts, i was already crying..

This is wad i hate about myself. Oh, ya wen, ya wen, can u pls stop being so emotional? Its very hard to conceal my tear streaked face especially after a movie. Too many pple around le..

When the movie started, i was very glad that i'm in the top row, watching the movie with my bf in peace. Then, i saw the puppy, a golden retriever pup. It is so cute! But as i watched to the part where the mother of the dog owner told her the 10 promises tat she must make to the dog, Socks, i cried.. Cos one of the promises was, "I(the dog) have only 10 yrs to live. Pls treasure every moment we have tgt". I myself have a dog at home, i cant imagine how i will feel if one day my dog passes away.

The movie wonderfully brings out the happy and sad moments the dog have wif its owner. Till finally, one day, it cant walk anymore. I cried again. My dog, wad if one day it become lidis? Will i be able to take the blow? In the end, i used up 5 pieces of tissues.. I noe it is a bit exaggerating, but it is true..

It is really worth watching...

My dog's growing...

2008-07-17T00:51:00.000-07:00

My dog Bebe, is a silky terrier. In this page, i uploaded few of his pics.. Hope u are able to see the different stages of his growing life. =).

This is Bebe when he is 2 mths old...

This is Bebe when he is 6 mths old..

Bebe when he is 9 mths old... ^^

And finally... one year plus...

He is undergoing a change of fur color, from black to silver...

Bebe, I love you!